For me one of the most difficult thing is to want something pray about and wait. It’s nerve wrecking. When I pray I like to be reassured that God is in agreement with what I am asking and that is not always the case. For a while now I have been praying for somethings and see the opposite happen, so much so that I gave up. When my situation aligns then I trust God again, but when it goes all wrong I try to fix it myself. Continue reading Trusting God’s Process
2015 has being a year of world winds in my spiritual and physical life. I have experienced a whole lot of challenges, hurt and growth. I even gained respect in different aspects of my life. I must say trials and testing are really a “gift” of life (different perspective) that promotes you into a more in-depth walk in your life.
At the end of 2014 into 2015 I experienced one of the greatest hurt I would consider in my lifetime – rejection. To counter rejection (after holding my own pity party for days) I turned to my first love, the great and awesome God who knows and has plans for my life beyond my thoughts and imagination. Rejection was the beginning of my salvation. I made a choice to get to know him even deeper than I already did. Continue reading Trials, a “gift” of life