There was a season in my life where it seemed like every issue I thought I had overcome came circling back. It began with a thought, a memory or a fear. When I am reminded of the hurt I went though or job issue, I dwell in that feeling for a bit till I find myself asking God “why, why again”.
Before I begin a post I would usually write down the title then build on it. But in this case I was in my mind for a bit thinking about my dad and my mom and what I would do or how I would feel if I lose them. I know right a weird thing to think about. Even worst I thought about what if I didn’t have the relationship with them that I wanted and still lost them. I really love my parents and I try my best to honor them as they ought to be.
Ever often I hear the scripture, “Delight yourself also in the LORD, And He shall give you the desires of your heart”. While soaking it in, i had one question, “Lord how can I delight in you”?
At times when I am down and beating up on myself for all that I have not yet accomplished and whether or not I would. I am reminded that my feelings don’t know my future. Continue reading Your feelings don’t know your future
The valley the place where feelings take over, where what someone said or did plagues the mind more often than you would like it to. In our valley we operate defeated, “why me God, why did this happen to me, what did I do? The place where a pity party is governed. The place where the enemy like us to be; hopeless, faithless, mindful of the defeat. Continue reading Come out of that valley, go to the high tower
For me one of the most difficult thing is to want something pray about and wait. It’s nerve wrecking. When I pray I like to be reassured that God is in agreement with what I am asking and that is not always the case. For a while now I have been praying for somethings and see the opposite happen, so much so that I gave up. When my situation aligns then I trust God again, but when it goes all wrong I try to fix it myself. Continue reading Trusting God’s Process
In the midst of worry, distress, mind battle and even tribulation there is a relief in my praise. If only we can move pass the issue and shout, “Jesus! I love you! I praise you in the midst of it all”! We will receive his grace, peace and joy. In my moments of worry about job, relationship, money, family issues when I praise God I am able to walk in joy. He gives me a peace that passes ALL understanding even my own and I love it! Continue reading There is relief in praise!